I hate that...
I have a highly functional guilt response. I wish I could give no fucks, but that's not going to happen. Especially when I don't really have anything to feel guilty about, I still do. I have a bad habit of blaming myself and being paranoid that I'm doing something wrong. All. The. Fucking. Time. I still accept this is a part of me, but it's a part of me that I hate so very much.