Smile like you mean it
Apr. 16th, 2009 02:49 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
clipsieI don't smile much. Most people who know me seem to realize and, as of late, point it out to me. It doesn't mean I'm unhappy, or anything of that sort. It's just how it is. Quite like how I am secretly a cry baby, well, maybe that isn't too secret, but anyways. Now, why I don't smile is a few different reasons. I (a) don't particularly like my smile, infact I have a hard time looking at photographs because of it, and (b) I just don't like how my face feels when I smile.
The reason I bring this up, is because of the fact that the other day (Tuesday, 14th) a customer turned to my co-worker and said, "Is she grumpy?" I honestly didn't know how to react to that. I even ended up handing out that order, and got "You look angry, you should smile more" thrown at me. While I realize that I am (unfortunatly) in the customer service business, I just cannot do the emotion thing. I know for a fact that I show plenty of emotion when I am alone, but around people I just can't. This of course means that I'm just not cut out with dealing with people I suppose. I do make an effort to try to smile, but it just slips away. I suppose that is just how I am.
Today I played with a Wii for the first time. I found it very fun... This sounds like something a child would write.
I will be the first to admit, I do indeed love Japanese television. I also like/enjoy Japanese music (mind, I like practically all music, except a large-ish margin of English rap), so I will of course find out about dramas in which particular people are in. Through this, I ended up watching Door to Door, staring Arashi's Ninomiya Kazunari. Nino is a very good actor I might add. Anyways, this show was actually pretty good (as I suspected it would be). I seemed to have cried because of it.
I got to rollerblade again. I love it.
The reason I bring this up, is because of the fact that the other day (Tuesday, 14th) a customer turned to my co-worker and said, "Is she grumpy?" I honestly didn't know how to react to that. I even ended up handing out that order, and got "You look angry, you should smile more" thrown at me. While I realize that I am (unfortunatly) in the customer service business, I just cannot do the emotion thing. I know for a fact that I show plenty of emotion when I am alone, but around people I just can't. This of course means that I'm just not cut out with dealing with people I suppose. I do make an effort to try to smile, but it just slips away. I suppose that is just how I am.
Today I played with a Wii for the first time. I found it very fun... This sounds like something a child would write.
I will be the first to admit, I do indeed love Japanese television. I also like/enjoy Japanese music (mind, I like practically all music, except a large-ish margin of English rap), so I will of course find out about dramas in which particular people are in. Through this, I ended up watching Door to Door, staring Arashi's Ninomiya Kazunari. Nino is a very good actor I might add. Anyways, this show was actually pretty good (as I suspected it would be). I seemed to have cried because of it.
I got to rollerblade again. I love it.
